Memphis, Tennessee is NOT for ME!

You guys! I'm in such a somber, pensive mood! Ugh!!! Since I've been back in Memphis (only 1 week) I realize I CAN'T STAY HERE!!! I'm not fit to live in Memphis or with my mother! I have to get away!

I'm going to have to seriously buckle down and GET THE HELL OUTTA MEMPHIS!!! Come back to Cali?? Very likely. I wish I had a partner in crime...but at this point, it looks like I'll be going at this alone. I pray for the energy, strength, and courage to make this move. I know remaining here will drive me uppppp the wall.

C.R.E.A.M.

Ok.

So, I'm like REALLY anxious right now about my post-grad employment status. I did not get accepted to Teach For America (boo!) and the nation's unemployment is rising daily. Employers are hiring the BEST of the BEST of the BEST (of the BEST). Am I good enough?? If not, can I get "good enough" by graduation???

Right now (like this very second) I am looking for a j-o-b for the remainder of the semester. I would like to have a fancy internship...but they want me to work for free and right now....I can't afford NOT to get paid! My funds are slowing depleting and I NEED CASH! Bills are no fun and I can't wait to shred these damn credit cards.

Prayer will get me through these tough times.